What tells the cell to be a cell?
What causes the cilia to sweep? What causes atoms to congregate, to twitch, Until the mountain goat’s leap? Before there is life, there is will. And after there is life, there is will. We have will, or will has us, The core of existence, of skill. We are the caretakers, the foresters, The wardens, rangeland specialists, More than any housing manager Consulting with phenomenologists. When we were small, we had to tame The forest. We wouldn’t let the bear Tear loose, we broke the branches, We turned the swamp into a thoroughfare. We build the cabin in the woods, At every stage, it grew better, The fireplace snapped and whooshed It illumined the red of the setter. Beetles, wolverine, lynx, aspen And beavers, cold, shaded pools For fish, willow stands, magpies, A repaired and complex order rules, The slap of a beaver tail upon The stream, the cougar slinking, The wolf’s unnerving eyes, smaller Herds of elk along the river drinking. To break this now would break the woods, Along the timberline, we don’t Know what to do—what will feed The eagles, the returning wolves won’t Make the winters harder, the jackal And the grizzly bear rearing, The fleeing vole under the cottonwood, And the unhurrying sunlight in the clearing.
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A clear mind, a clean forest,
Kayaking in frigid waters, a wall Of snow and ice crashing in The frozen bay, and it all, The spray, the bobbing water, The white-blue sky, the prickly Coldness of the sunny air, The shivers that seize you quickly, Reveal a light that is a presence, That is a wealth, that is settled, Until we are floating, until this is A higher world, until the petaled Creepers strain their pistils, Until planets swing within us, Grave, rich in metals and in Fir forests, rich, drizzling nimbus Clouds on plains of buildings, And we ourselves grow more wealthy In colors that glance through us And infuse with green and stealthy Luminescent buildings that extend Dizzyingly over a misting Waterfall, and we are prepared Above the ground, listing Perilously into the air, To do the most tremendous deeds. Finally, it is everyone, an Entire nation, a field of seeds, Then the sunlight layers the field, And it is blessed with crackling wheat, Hard red spring wheat, prepared For spring, the fertile heat Of June, the blackbirds and the Moles, the memory of age-old Farmers and the covenant they swore, The earth, the river and the gold. He was a simple man. His trees
Were huge, one night he heard An owl in their branches. His home Was capacious, airy, a cat purred On the counterpane. Most of all, It felt alive, in it you felt Encompassed, elevated, inspired, Here, where your own blood brother dwelt. The bear is wading through the river
If only I could describe its Matted hair, its heaviness, The movement of its clumsy mitts, The river’s flash, its glinting salmon, The churning of the water, they Come from the bear. Where the river Flows, aspens grow, raccoons play, Twisting vines, turtles tangled In the scrub. Now men stand at The river. They are taking data, Unpeeling the secrets of moths and bats, In the river, they find the salmon And their eggs, clubtails, mayflies, And the river branches into streams Of northern pike, of walleyes, And northern leopard frogs, and Elk and moose, with their feet In the mud, soaking moss and snails, The bears catch the salmon, they eat, At night, the men lie on the backs, They watch the dizzying stars, They rejoice in the smell of pine Along the river they find feldspars, The river will feed them, its Rapids will froth for their children, The beaver will swim from its lodge, The bear will lumber out of its den. The dark matter wind is even more
Grand, we cannot see their braided Strands, here are black pockets of Life, splendor unfaded, The tapestry hangs with secret Griffins, with unicorns, with Princesses, with angels, with Two-headed dogs, (maybe a monolith), Weakly interacting massive particles Streak through our most secret parts, The citric acid function, the heel And sole, the apothecary’s arts, Opening the windows of the sky, A tree whose massive leaves Are fresh, the air is glittering, In one direction, soldiers in greaves, In the other, children on a hill, This mighty observatory watches, It processes the data of unfolding spirals Of galaxies and of laboratory swatches, It regulates the wind, amoebae, heart cells Repairing damage, it observes the earth, Ceres, the mantel and the core, To their apotheosis from their birth, It listens to the speech of stars, Records its thoughts on a parchment scroll, Thoughts that are larger than a turmoil Of space, that exceed the scope of whole Nations, of Albert Einstein. It is A planet of swift streams, aquifers Where winds blow, the life straining From grass, from quail, trees of myrrh, Patterns in the soil and air, Winds that seem to speak, herds Of wildebeests,waterholes, Acacia trees chittering with birds. The air we breathe blends its nitrogen
And oxygen, its argon and trace Gases, and in your mind, thought And images swirl and interrelate, They dive into each other, They soar out of each other, And it is all hidden from our Eyes. There is always mother, Even when father has organized The laundry folding, the best Way to dry the dishes, mother Gives us our medicine, a compound blessed And we feel nothing. The man who Evaluates houses points out The items needing repair, Where the joining parts need grout, And you are leaping in the air And the house is far below you. We leave no place empty, The wind, through and through, Blends its own towns and its Streets, its forests, Fort Smith In the Northwestern Territories, Mathematical systems and myth. This is a strong house. Believe
In it. Believe that you can live In it, believe its creaks, its slats Of light, its maple floor, its massive Foundations, the wood, the brick, The sun shines through the lidded Windows, it shines a knot on the Lined knot where a sole skidded, But believe, believe in the golden- Wood staircase, that the house stands Alive, as though it is a beam of The sun, a small sun the expands, Because even a mote that floats Has no set history, no set pulse, It is beyond rules, though it has rules, It is wisdom, gravity and impulse, So believe in a home that is bright, That is clear, in a home that uses The light of the sun, which rolls Along its corridors and whitely fuses. Quite a lot of weeds here, also
Crimson anemones and lilac cyclamens At night the moon leaves patches of light That spill into the black dens Of the black bears. Let us walk Through this forest. Let us leave It a forest but make it a garden, Birds that whir after they weave Their nests, strong trunks, moss, A wind blows, corrugated Tree bark, it is a stillness, Just the same fuzzy leaves, rotated To reflect the blazing sun, Its 93 million miles, so that Each tendril and stone, each fallen Pinecone, vibrate with a supernal chat, The forest is a gift card sent By Mandelbrot, its harsh Corners are muted, the hornets No longer sting, on the marsh The peepers sing with longing, The field awakens, says, I am A field, the rose reveals her Petals (to us, a cryptogram). Out there in Nepal, entire landscapes
Are wiped away, just a lot of scree, Just gray rocks, just paths that Go wrong, heaped up debris, Where porters carried knives, where It was dangerous to sleep, where The women huddled together, where Before dawn a rumble ruffled the air, The rocks shook, fissures Flew across the earth, and shook The caravans. The pikas trembled, Stunted hemlocks along a dry brook, And at night the freezing stars Called for rebellion, quakes, For war, overturning hillside Villages, fevers, aches And rot, until a wind blew Back from the south, jangled Doors, sap flowed into roots, Rain fell, knots were untangled, The villagers bent under piles of brush. Light flashed and darkness swallowed The valleys, winds rose and swooped, The sun rose and the hawks followed, The waterfall crashed, it rorared And cried, the path shone and glinted From the rain and the sahdows Were crisp and black and indigo-tinted. We are looking for the road.
Sometimes a wind blows. Sometimes the land is thirsty. The thirst doesn’t cease, it blows Across the plain, it spins Through the town, it is in The bears and in the woodpeckers. Sometimes we feel it on our skin, Its caress is fond, sometimes Streaks of lightning electrify The sky. Sometimes we are riding Where the griffin vultures fly, Sometimes we burrow amidst moles. This thirst always lives in us, Whether or not we know, a crack In the earth, a sinuous Hint of an aquifer, a scent Of water, the water pulsing cold, The kudu with its twisted horns Drinks, frightened, magnificent, bold. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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