The image of the world having been
Forever, of earth and asteroids, Comes from the despotism of Imagination, from trapezoids And Mandelbrots that spin Their dizzy, silly information, That patterns printed on eyelids, The maps demanding adoration. The skin of the onion makes You cry, your eyes blur, your Will sags, your body melts. Remember who you were? Snore! You’re gone, your rotting straw. If you sip from this infected canal, You will find yourself driven, A mile or parsec, from the locale, From the path, of the superior light, You will live in your cilia, your Head will jerk at every passing Attraction, until you are heartsore. Your harsh heart doesn’t know a thing That’s right, and you find yourself In the boondocks, in Humnabad, in Segue 2, and from the shelf Your brain topples, splat! Your Eyes wander and they cease To see, and the power of the Shafts of light, pump and release, The solid stone wall, your jigsaw Deeds, and our hearts are sundered, Crabs scatter across the sand, Weeping refugees are plundered,
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Every mind sees its own tree
Or the blocks of stone, some Vertical, some horizontal, The secret within the cranium, Some perceive strokes of music In the creaking swing, some Formulas of the pendulum, the Science of the tympanum, The Inuit, the Bharata, The Chhetri in Nepal, The teardrop of the Maori, A Bulawayo kraal, The mind spreads from Reunion To Peru, the Minang, the Malay, The female brain and the male, The ribosomes, the Milky Way. Even the poorest of the poor Are healed when they give A drink of water, a blanket, With no light but the instinctive, But that does not diminish The light of the inner caves Of the mind, the flashing Choruses of seraph enclaves. The mind must spiral out, it must
Survey the wealth of quark and Strands of galaxies, of the golden Hairs of glass, the clicking strand Crabs, and time squeezes and flows, It walks the Planck, and space Bubbles froth, the froth goes down The drain, the shiny eyes of plaice. If the sun didn’t shine, then all
Of the asteroids would not shine, The planets, and at home the silver Shining on the timberline. The wheels turn because of the motor, And the driver follows a map, Everything acts as it should, The milkweed and the thunderclap. Know, faithful heart, that all That you do is rewarded. The bikers Have left the road, the Grand Canyon And Death Valley swarm with hikers, They are rescue teams, they carry Compresses and tourniquets, But you who consider scripts and moons, Who think with and without alphabets, Will always have your cabin, so Never cease your examination Of the soil, your study of The wind, the secret observation. You’re good, you’re so good,
The trouble is, you’re tired, The trouble is, you couldn’t pick up Your own body without having perspired, You creep along the street, You sit down and you fall asleep, You hurry home and take out your key And discover nothing in your keep, You discover that the top of your head, The part with all of the marvelous inventions, Has mysteriously disappeared, Well, there go all of your great intentions And your brilliant scintillations. All those great plans, wrapped in tar paper, All of those engines creating thoughts And deeds are drowned in greasy vapor, Until your fingers feel tired, you Who need a guiding hand holding Your elbow, feeding you oxygen, Exercising your brain, unfolding The map before your feet and guiding Your desire. And when you see People who are so far from what You value most, from the tree Whose fruits are only yours, but they Are good, are kind, are sweet, Then your bitter thoughts collapse, “My life has been a nothing and a cheat, I worked so hard and didn’t gain a cent,” And your soul is beaten flat and thin. But what would be the fate of the entire World if it weren’t wrapped in the skin Of the lion, whose roar is sweet And holy, whose home in the savannah Is a plain of holy names, with The morning scent of dew and manna, And how low and empty the seabed Would be if your gut broke, if You escaped and forgot your text And only knew a painted hieroglyph. When your faith is consumptive,
It is faith in numbers, in a building, Faith in knives, in burning kites, In the book cover’s gilding, It is a curse, it is decay, It is a rot the spreads across The world. It is drinking the mash, Gathering and clinking the dross, Devotion to the dirty water Trickling between the cobblestones, Wrinkling into cracks that have No beauty. They rattle magic bones, Those who see them shake, they Have sixteen rows of teeth, they And the graves where lust still smoulders, And fetid smoke curls into the day. The desire for many gods,
The snails clustered in their Thousands on the bending stalks Of grass, are a careening prayer, They are Pluto and its compatriots, They are the scribbling of a spastic Hand, the scratching of a branch, From the silent core, bombastic Sputtering, and when you see One cloud above the wall of rain Sweeping across the valley, Tree sap, leaves shadowing the terrain, Then everything is encompassed: The fat wheat grain of the field, The nesting storks, the row Of moss where the wounded earth healed. Seeing a jumble of rocks, he thought
That each came from a separate Mountain. This, he thought, was Magnificence, the sky violet Over a towering range where Lightning flashed and the deep Rumbles of thunder and the water Tumbling down a deep Ravine and each flower was its own God, each stamen and pistil, The village filled with deities And quartz and crystal. All those spider zebras, they
Scuttle on the stones, their Four eyes gleam, their palps Quiver, they blindly stare, When there are so many of them, We forget the one, we forget, Before “one,” what do you count? (the light from the future confused with regret) Until the greatest light beyond Light itself causes you to stumble, Spits out water, bitter, you Feel the aquifer, the earth, rumble. Here comes a light, at least We call it that, it is a faith, At least we call it that, It is, or the world is a wraith, It is one, it is the invisible core Of the greatest talent, inner And upper, it sucks in the righteous, An inner gift transforms the sinner, It is a flag in our hands, It is the gift of tongues, It is the song that is son, The letters of the name upon rungs, It is a portrait of your face Before you descended, it is really You, it is your progeny, And how they spread their gifts ideally. The lizard runs along the step
And it stops. The sides of its Head pulse, and every time Pulse with invisible benefits. There is the sense of touch And beyond that sense the sense Of God. That is the strongest, Timeless, most intense, It is more than sapience, More than each appurtenance Of life. The urge for rain gods, Luck, spells, inconsequence, From a hut with a shrunken head, The slavery to wind and sun, Until it splits into worms Spawning on a skeleton, The remnants of a life That ceased, the crawling Explosion of impulses seething, Seeking, flaming, brawling. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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