If you think that your prayers
Changed God’s mind, Good luck with that! You’ve been wined and dined On snails and worms. Or if you think That they only changed you, And impressed their fresh ink On your forehead (Or even your heart) Then you’ve bound it to science And made it less than art. When you pray and Change yourself (for the better) (We hope), then the universe (To the letter) Gets better to you Too. It’s impressed by You. Especially your Spirit, which rises high And embraces all things From east to west, The Milky Way flows And the children are blessed.
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Why, we never have to leave--
So you say-- The sweet, sweet light, Even when the donkeys bray. Yes, our mind can broaden Just like that. Never mind that our deeds grow flabby And our sour disposition fat, And our thoughts are crooked And our makeup lean, And our speech incompetent And we’re unfit to be seen, And we feel our weakness, And we wail our woe, Nevertheless—so you say-- We must do what we know And cleave to the light At the height of the tree, And perhaps we can cling To the best that we see. If a shadow of dust, If a curtain of sleep Descends on our mind And rank images creep, You say we should know, At the core of our core-- And I take it to heart-- That we only want life, the unopened door, The beginning of love, Of pleasure, of peace, Of might and of balance, An unopened valise. Our crowded imagination, Strewn with desire, After all, carries An invisible fire. And if at times we are weak Or humbled or broken So our hands do not act And our words stay unspoken, That weakness—you say, And I take it as given— Comes from our will, When we’re exhausted and driven. If only my imagination would be as clear
As a blue coin flipping slowly in the air. If only my thought were as pure As the track to the stream of the lumbering bear, Or my deeds as strong as cords of pine, My constitution cool as wine, My yearning for wisdom blue as dawn, Then I would feel bursting forth in eglantine, In rivers, cloud-streams and in oak A single light, a bright vitality Of engines in each cell, of vortexes That open up each creature past finality, So that a roaming light Would sweetly through this carapace Fan the fragments of its rays And strengthen every stolid face. My window was so clear
It made the view scintillate, And I felt the trace of awe Until it became a dragging weight. I hid in a soft sweet shadow. The soccer field, the children racing, Refracted a light that could not become solid. As they ran, it too ran, pacing Their steps. That light was my fruit. Its taste aroused sweet sorrow. I turned in the room, Where the beams of time from yesterday to tomorrow Gave me the cells of my days. The longing light within me, As I stand upon the kitchen tiles, Burns beyond boundary. My window was so clear
It made the view scintillate So that the dynamics of the inner law Began more clearly to resonate. I hid in a soft sweet shadow. The soccer field, the children racing, Reflected a light that could not become solid But as they ran, it too ran, pacing. That light was my fruit I remembered my sweet sorrow I turned in a room Where the beams of time from yesterday to tomorrow Gave me the cells of my days. But the light within me me burned Beyond boundaries And my feet upon the kitchen tiles turned. It is hard to balance
My eye with my inner ear. When I look at the display of comets, My inner orbits disappear. To polish the buttons, To adjust the chandelier, To clean behind the couch, To attune the atmosphere, Requires my full intent. The Torah has no peer, Because it is suffused in God, Heaven and earth cohere, Soul and world embrace, When studied in cave and on pier. The breeze is blended and clement, From heartland to frontier. My body needs iron, and so does my soul.
Without it, they are no longer whole. In fact, the entire galaxy Rots from the inside like an blighted tree. I need a bridge from this world to the next, Not just a political national text. Only in spirit does faith find its core, In the evening sky, the trace of a door. Sometimes the individual
Has great demands, Spiritual or material, And if they aren’t fulfilled, Everything is spoiled And the pillars of the universe Crumble inside. How do we perfect the soul? How do we bolster the bridge Between two worlds? A philosophical, Godly, Mystical, comradely stream Is the source of the depth of faith. These are the gifts that nationalism must receive. When our senses are like glass,
We can see our soul grow full, Stream and clamber over the banks, And grant radiance to all. Wool Is no whiter than our deeds, nor Snow brighter than our traits, and Our mind shines. Our soul, strong and Glad, free and sure, opens her hand, We are her hand. The details of Knowing, of feeling of doing, Believing, intending and wanting, Are mere small streams; ensuing From them, floods of light Tumble and cascade, Appearing from their source of life From behind the palisade. Until the good fills the canals
That had been cracked and dry We cannot as yet look At our eye with our own eye. But when the world will be tipsy With tipsy steps And our good will conquer The plains and steppes, Of our own free will we will choose The good and divine, Because when we detach The tree from the vine, When instinct and freedom No longer intertwine, The new birds breathe freely Below the timberline. This secret already Is coming to light Providing solace And a glimmer of might, Not of a man Who unseeing gains grace, But a man to whom God Speaks face to face. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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