(When you get right down to it, a brick
Is a brick. But even further down, Don’t let your eyes deceive you.) As for what’s going on uptown, Those lights you see are, aren’t, Lights, you see. You thought that was A stadium, but a stadium is A hole, really. You heard the buzz Of electricity, even That, sorry, is a high tension Wire in Missouri. But if You need the slip promising your pension And you see yourself wetting a line In Blue Springs Lake, or your destiny Seems like a cobweb in the attic, Then imagine your agent with a goatee, Imagine a cloud raining cats and dogs, Imagine smoking cherry tobacco On the back stairs, imagine hobnobbing Out in Arles with Van Gogh. My word! He knew how To paint a field so that it ceased To be a field, you shook your head, “I’ve always been a shaggy beast.”
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The holy road leads from the snowy
Hills into the snowy city. It’s hard here for the snow to stay White, you even need a committee To clear a line of sight to the hills. Sometimes you just want to go out And ski! My gosh, your wrists and ankles Are vibrating! The heck with the gout! And paradoxically, all The rules make sense, how to hold Your ankle and your wrist—your mind Flows, you’re hot inside and cold. Song is the source of wisdom. (Wisdom
Goes far down, into the crippled Psyche.) Song is it, it’s the show, Song is coming from the tripled Soul, followed by a scholar Laying out the notes. This whole Crazy people sings (including When it eats filet of sole). This is your own private tune (From your brain to your broken Toe.) Any other thought Involved would better be unspoken. So special is this tune (that even When it’s overcome, it over- Comes [though don’t expect a prize], So view an integrated flow—ver- Acity from head to heel). Optimistic hopes pervade A stream that overflows its banks, Along a long and strange parade. Jules Verne didn’t know
The half of it: Journey to The Center of the Earth, really!? He didn’t even get through The crust. How about getting Through a universe, a handful Of vacuum, a shpritz of wormholes, to Sail beyond Taurus the Bull. What if spectrographic analysis Yielded no serviceable result, Because they revealed nothing but The presence of an outer tumult? And meanwhile, inside, whatever it is Is turning everything, even its opposite, To itself, with lots of cosmic Foaming, and yet it has exquisite Precision in its manifested State. Should that break down, What disaster, if it only followed Rules that were a hand-me-down. One can ask a hundred foot wave,
“Who are you? Are you alive? What Do you want?” You can struggle against it, It will spatter you and blot you out, Or maybe in the chaos you will think Beyond the borders of your ship And you can spend your life being lifted And battered, it can remove the grip Of your every tired thought, or then The radio squawks, they want you to Return to shore, unload the fuel, And report beside the avenue “Great is my love for all creatures, for all
Reality.” (In point of fact, I’m struggling to latch my belt, And get through the day with a minimal tact.) “Heaven forbid to insert in my heart A sliver of hostility, Of hatred for anyone.” (Except For this barren range at the Northern Sea.) “I can feel how I’m filled with love, great love For everything.” (Here’s another Mile of debris on the railway tracks.) “Especially” (if I don’t smother) “Human beings, even more, “The children of Israel” (they’re the ones Who cough, who rustle, who stir, Who clank their skeletons), “And even more, those who fear God” (yes, I read about Them every day; something’s odd In Kensington and in the bay.) “And how much more, the scholars” (how The streets are strewn with anxious, twisted Men, and I don’t know who They are, cowards or double-fisted.) “I won’t diminish anyone, I want them all to rise,” (if I Can undertake) “to be honored,” (not to streak and scarify) “Elevated, beautified” (Furious now, and disappointed) “I have to know myself, my soul” (My mind, streaked and double-jointed). Many times, the channels directing
The waves break the flow of the massive Sea. The MRI shakes The soul, the patient lies there, passive. Every time you feel the massive Generators, until your body Trembles with its throbbing, Until it loosens every knotty Trigger point, the hundred foot Waves swamp the oiler deck, It enters the trough, the sea roars. In one type of wave, the caps fleck Higher than the bow, in another, A running wave, the ship feels Itself running in the sea, With both, a deepness steals Into the crew, with both, the sky And sea are no longer the sky And sea, there’s no more roar, Silence, praise, which signify. It’s only natural that two
Masses of air cannot mix Together. Are the boys fighting Or playing music? Fiddlesticks! The more you rise, the more you see, You want the Alps, also the ocean, And the wind rips up the clouds across The north islands. And the commotion Of the flaming west glints The heavy waves, pushing across The seas from Acre to Spain, Under the wings of the albatross. A whole nation can choke and stride, A whole planet, it’s even eccentric, And angels, splitting to the void And one and still, concentric. The best thing for the living is life.
Pushups, hikes up Hunter Mountain, To brighten the blood in all the cap- Illaries and remember, again, To climb beyond the flotsam and The rotting seaweed. You’ll breathe much better, Your molecules (your gall bladder, Your pancreas), the interior letter Combinations and the global Meta what-fors become goss- Amer, ecology of spreading Worlds, and rocks soft with moss Even high school, even Edna, The light is working, I know it, strikes Of light and thundering clouds, Collapsing walls, gleaming turnpikes, All the dark mountains, all The blocked tunnels, all the rockslide Bounded roads, the sandstorm Stinging, blinding the bleary-eyed. First you need a map and a compass And a darned good reason for getting there, You know where, I suppose, where the darning- Needle is hovering in the air. Through the body, you can barely
Touch the soul. History Can do it, accumulated in Your bones as scars, whose debris Will not bury your mind, and whose Agony will clear and leave A clear mind. Because you Can walk beyond a make-believe House and barn, because the wind Will smell of water, because The false earth ends, and you Don’t end, and the great jackdaws. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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