Not everyone has laws. They come
From life, the crisp autumn comes With the wind, it comes down from The mountains, it shakes the geraniums. The feral cats don’t notice the fading Stars, the blur of orange-pink, And the quiet in the hollow of The day that speaks, their eyes blink, They do not see the fantasy, The shocking wealth, the sap in the tree, They think it has always been here, the supple Wind, the cars and their ennui.
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A solar system where the space
Itself is threatening, the space Between planets, at opposite ends Of their orbits. I am rooted in one place, In Planet X, I despise Every tumbling asteroid And I am mixed with empty hate And I am tumbling in the void. The captain of the expedition Wants to be everywhere, He wants to be Shakleton And Captain Kirk, a debonair Livingstone, if you wish to explore The Delaware, the antipodes, And you cannot stay on Carroll Street Or go native with the Balinese, Your starship will shake, your bathysphere Will sink in murky brine and you Will see the giant squid, or else, Upon a crag in Manaslu, The leaden clouds will press upon Your hammock, the vulture will hover, The ultraviolet rays will streak Ferociously, and you will discover A fearful contemplation, a question, “Where am I?” and think, “All Of these wonders are greater than I am, I shrink beneath the wind and snowfall.” We tumbled into the ravine. But we’ll get out. Scraped, banged up, And with a knock on the head that makes you think, “Who did this? Really, what’s the setup? “My gosh, I want to have some facts! I’ll go straight to the top. See if I don’t!” A wind sweeps down from the hills, The trees bend, and those that won’t Snap, their sharp shards look foreign When the sun comes out. The ants are back, Repairing their work, the sticklebacks Are hungry, the boys leap in the haystack. A scrap from The Daily Mail, the sight
Of a Skechers ad on a van, a wave Of nostalgia, of regret, and a bear lumbers And stumbles about in the damp cave. And you find meaning in the trash, You say that it is good, that you Can find some use for it, that it Will light some far and crystal avenue. You row back, your nets have caught The crystal jellyfish. You row A vast ocean, and on your narrow path You reap the water’s eerie glow. The story that you tell that blends The ocean and your path goes down To the cold, black ocean floor And rises to the Northern Crown. The stones that you knew from the start are Jade and tanzanite will yield Their lines, will glint, different From stalks of wheat dropped in the field. Life finds its way, it bubbles and It surges, through plan and accident, Through mind and heart, through sleep and flight, Through logic or presentiment. Yearn to pull all of the furniture
Out of the basement and into the yard. That includes the crazy quilt, The space heater, the deep, unmarred Writing desk, and the classical stereo System. Everything, everything must Be seen, this is good, this is true. You’ll see new things, you’ll see the rust, Under the tree, it will look raw-- “In the dim light, with the Bob Marley Wall hanging, we rejoiced, we danced, We drank to the tunes of Big Jim Farley, We wandered out to the lawn and thought: The stars are more clear to us than they Have ever been for anyone.” But it was Only marijuana, a spray Of loneliness or breathless hope, And here are our things, displayed on the grass. Empty jars won’t be venerated Forever, come up and I will pass Some coffee in a demitasse. Life sometimes happens so confusing, so quickly, A pounding on the door at two in the morning, And the smile on your face is helpful but sickly, You’re flushed with love or ambition, they wrote You’ll appear in March on America’s Got Talent, You come home from a workshop, your mind is blown, You melt inside, you swear you’ll be gallant, But—the flame, the melting wax, Is not the warmth that seeps across The room, and Jurassic Park is not The majesty of the rhinoceros. And the goal of a distant star, of a green Curtain, a silent room, a breezy Night, pine trees, a bird that wakens At the wrong time, returns to an easy Sleep, does not contradict the grid Of clarity, of rules, routine, The net in the sea, we will never even Lose the pleasure of our weakest scene, Our clapping and our swaying, the heaven Of our weak emotions—because, after all, We are caught inside our flesh, champagne Makes us think and lean against the wall. That’s no reason not to arrange The field in a geometric shape And hang the stillest bells in the garden, And the golden ratio on the seascape, Only where the path is true, The chambers of the heart are vast, And the soul pervades the air, its light Is rich, its thoughts are clear and fast, And it wears a crown that cannot be seen, Without all those natterings of the flesh, (Until the flesh itself becomes the soul, And freedom no different than the mesh). |
Yaacov David Shulman
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