All of the clams were controlled by the rhythm
Of the sea. And all of the seas Were rolled about by the moon. Of these we’re all facsimiles. Imagine a raft of seals that is kind And a cove in Greenland streaming light, And all of nature is stuffed into Your veins, and everything is right, And even the suavity of your spine Is attuned to a book whose mint taste Glistens on your tongue. It is A scarlet sash around your waist, It is a turban. It is a ship That sails along a forest shore, A mountain that rises above all hills, And a fortress of the emperor.
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Don’t fall apart. Modesty
Is good but don’t let your brain Shatter, your neurons quiver into Crazy-quilt drops that drain Away because of merciless Humility. And when your mind Climbs, don’t disappear into Shaking terror, don’t unbind Every thought you labored to Attain. You were asked to be Intelligent, hold yourself Together, be a somebody. You break the cameras of the paparazzi
Because, you tell them, there’s nothing to see: That’s why John Lennon didn’t believe In Zimmerman: he fell into a frenzy, King Kong battled the dinosaur. And out of these realms of darkness, illusion Battling the poisonous gas of bitter Nihilism, collapses. Fusion Out of that collapse, a piercing Point of light, a nova stains The sky, the shadows are bleached, The clouds shine beneath the airplanes. Everything was just confusion,
And dirty too, so it goes (So I said). Otherwise, I wouldn’t have looked (heaven knows) For a clean undershirt. The light Had hurt my eyes, everything Was blurred. And now the light was sweet, The morning birds were chattering. I pushed a tunnel through the grass And crawled to a wheat-stalk cave And light filtered down and the sweet smell And the crowding, curved architrave. It all started (I believe), With one of those gales so prevalent That time of year. It broke the oldest Boughs, wild, belligerent. First, get into a quiet state,
Since, you know, you’re about to get sick You’re about to fly into the hills Of darkness and bear down to the slick Cliffs. I know you’ve still got some Reception, the blackness smudges ash, What’s worse is the glassy rock that looks Like nothing at all, the sudden gash, Glassy rocks that rise from heaving Volcanoes. Don’t idealize This territory, the colorful men Who live here, the colorful prize Hot air balloons driven across The sky. Remember that even Moses Was raked across the coals, employ A spirit that good will imposes, Some people are drunken fools. They will Just shut their mouths, they’ll mail back what They stole, they’ll plant hibiscus, and We’ll yearn for what we once forgot. I thought he was holding a shield. It was
A light. It showed the skeleton Of a leaf. Sometimes an Entire tree glows in the sun. And how sweet the inner and The outer lights together, how Fine when human beings walking Home see the muscled bough Of a sycamore. You cannot Speak to a tree of compromise. There is no compromise. The goal Of goals is to shine before your eyes The light of the first thought, the thought Of tree trunks, from which branches Hang with leaves that reflect sweet inner Light. And the white of avalanches Exposes the red soil, as sages Learn when they become elders. Even at night you can see the gold Blended to the silver by welders. Music doesn’t exist. Ask
Any cat or turtle. When You feel it, you can stop asking. They’ll think you’re a comedian. Sometimes it’s music, sometimes it’s A foal, or a cloud, or A cubic nanogram of space. What marvels, what a semaphore. Mice scuttle about looking for shade. They know they are afraid but They do not know about the sun. When you know about the beech nut Tree, you see that it is a shadow Cast by light vaster than A galaxy. You shake off The drops of rain, your steps span To artist from orangutan, And when you open the book, the letters Float and you float after them, In the spirit of your betters. The manna was snowing outside the window.
Or were they spots before your eyes? Rembrandt, you didn’t see the soul But flesh that didn’t compromise With light and shade. How much more To see a street of light and shade That never had been seen before And only to your eyes displayed. So much magma, so many aquifers,
So many glinting minnows, so many Diary entries, and here, in my Collection, is a wheat-stalk penny. Everything fit together, there
Had never been free will, everything Flowed into a channel, when it was there, Free will, you might say, was the clamoring Out of the dark. And what did it mean? There must be a series of roads that rise To a lookout point. I struggle to find The laws, and trace the fireflies. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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