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Made of scraps of youtube and Of arguments, it’s scraped and Moldy, here’s a chunk of Grand Army Plaza, there’s a cardboard Soggy hole, soaked with ink, There’s a plain of mirrors And one only sees oneself, pink And shiny, and there’s a forest Where one only wails and where One never sees oneself, one Emerges feeling free, rare, Until one hits the boiling flats, And here’s a field of memories, Sandy, scrubby, with a winding way, With frogs, with fog and prickling fleas. And on the other side, a street, A walkway, a factory filled With cogs, assembly lines, stores Filled with rows, with carboys of distilled Water, with libraries, arches, Stone lions, with parks where Circles of people do tai chi, And a zoo with a calm, contented bear.
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Well then, figure it out,
Green or white or blue, Serrated, crinolined, bottled, Scalloped, masked, stuck with glue, Awake for breakfast, sleepy at noon, Tottering about on its pins, A bat trapped battering walls, A spirit grasping two mandolins, And if you are yearning for something, It better be bigger than pie, Cherry or pumpkin, it better expand It better spin out of control in the sky, It better be ribbons or lights On the boardwalk, it better be Dawn or the roar of the sea A melting comet, a revelry, This yearning that won’t stop, That keeps sneaking back Into my creaking joints, that Wiggles its weedy way up the cracks, That wakes and grouses late at night, That wanders and tosses, that Grumbles and curses and spits and Grows lean, looks at this and at that. Sink into cool. An augmented ninth, And a whole lot of flubs flip down To the floor, and the righteous sky The mind, the clear shine of the crown, The road, the dawn, the paperbark, The ferns, the lacewings, Brighter than golden slabs of sun, Thicker than the dusk of evenings, Larger than the strands of stars, The pink and blue gases rising To mountains of God, and there is A thirst, and all one’s hopes are ionizing And all one’s hollows shimmer And all one’s thoughts glimmer, And God shines more brightly But the cedars do not grow dimmer. First you set your mind in order.
It is like a couple of slices of cake. Set up against the border. Then you turn on the lights. You set the engines humming. And they play like fireflies in the nights. Or first you light the colored squares in the sky. And then you flick on the switch that lights up the why. And the two send searchlights to each other. And the lights spread out over the Atlantic. The desert crystallizes, the mountain rises, oh sister, oh brother! First of all, the song
That is holy and Divine, That is filled With mead and wine. A song covered with pitch Is not a song, it Is euthanized, Out on a spit Of land, an island Of prose, and the trees Run riot, and the senses, And the flowers trail bees. One thought filled with the epitome
Of all ideas—their edges glint-- And then a wind blows, a holy wind. If one grain is missing, a tint Of a gesture, a philosophy, A philosophy that scrapes A pitch-bubbling floor, its Creativity is flawed, it gapes, Its character escapes, the Divine Flies away. Oh the gleaming Spirits of the demons, but They stumble, they flounder, dreaming Of oblivion, of dying, of pulling Down the dark cold on the whole Stinking planet, and their friends Sit in the UN, Khoshroo and Anatole, Whose pleasure is destruction, Collapsing buildings, civilians screaming, Absolute rubble, acid clouds, And the asphalt melting and blaspheming. It is all one: the honor of
God, the honor of the human being, The honor of the world, the honor Of curtains of stars open sesameing, And we raise the human spirit To the apogee, so that at the railing We feel the wind of God. If we Grovel, we sleep, our bones ailing, But a high wind won’t allow us To rest, it won’t let us stand alone, To seek messages from the hippopotamus And the antelope’s dry bone. And our human honor fills museum Rooms, there is no statue, but We see, and God’s honor is our honor, And the sun is caught in the hazelnut. The cascading river carried an armada.
There was the ship of wisdom, there was The ship of deeds, there was the ship Whose captain knew directions, cous- In to the ship that held the library, Traveling to the cliff that formed A hieroglyphic. A wind flecked With fire swirled above the spring, stormed, A rough rush of hail, a soft Warmer scent intertwined, Their spiral soared, corkscrewed To a vast blue mind. Here you are, you’re yearning for that
Great light, your heart is humming, It wants great things, it wants to know, It wants the sweet Divine—you’re succumbing To dismay, because you cannot pay The bills, because you have no friend, Because you cannot read a manual, Because of light you apprehend, Be thankful for the gift you own, Your own trail, your own woods, But for heaven’s sake, do what you can To help your neighbors with their goods. The body listens to the soul ring,
It feels the hidden river, its Tributaries , how it carries branches, How the swirling chimings it transmits Come to the sense of speech, how The words press, how the compulsion Of life fills the words. It listens And it feels an inner convulsion, It controls itself, it knows That it must be strong, it must expand Its boundaries for light, it must Be great, faithful, humble, grand With life, until it feels the word Of God. (And the body, usually so busy, Strains, silent, searches for a graded road, And strains to say or hear a word, close to dizzy.) A holy soul needs a body that
Can take the charge. When the surge Of electricity leaps up, that shows A body filled with every tempered urge, And the wind mixes with the rain, And the echo of a shofar Anoints the leaves with dew, Anoints the mind with gleam of star, A fresh view, a gray sea, a spout, A biting taste of salt, a clearing, A brightness, a knowledge of bricks, Of interstices appearing and disappearing. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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