The beam splitter spits my image
Back at me and sends my other Half sputtering into the universe. At night, I dream about my mother, About a planet with purple folds of light Looping through the sky. Sometimes I learn About exotic birds, and sometimes about Exotic particles, and they flame and burn. At night in Babylon, the blackness Is so thick, it presses down The gables. From here, we can see The river, from our tumble-down. You know, if you’re not afraid To drown, you can swim and reach The city whose shops blaze at night And scholars stand beneath a beech.
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Birds are flying in the aviary,
Letters are flying inside thoughts, And all of us are receiving calls Sent by floating astronauts, We knead dough and shape it into Forms of wings, we weep, we sing, And all the time we hear the roaring Surf, at night the buoys ring. His heart was broken because
Nothing in this world pleased Him. Nothing in this world was Ever good enough. The dim Lights, it was hard to hear Anyone. He remembered how Once all the lights had been Turned on, colors blazed, the cow In the field was radiant, he wants The fields suffused with a simple Light. But now the landscape shrivels Up, the sparrows and the falcons crimple, “I am in pain, I taste a bitter taste, From the depths I call out to Him, It is hidden beneath my tongue, There, the thunder and the seraphim.” All of these thoughts clump together,
Wet, black strands alongside A country road at two in the morning. First, how can they be pried Apart? Move the entire landscape Into another room. Add sunshine, Eyeglasses, generously wide Walkways. Add some eglantine, Now separate those revolting strands, Wait a while, you’ll see them shrink And pull apart. You’ll wonder how They ever pulled you into the sink Of overwhelming confusion (until Your only surcease lay in dreams Of sleep beneath a snow-white Frozen pine). The river teems With salmon, and those thick, black Strands are turning into dust, Particles of tar, of gold, Of crushed despair and self-disgust. Sometimes, we take in impressions,
Even memories, a pink apartment Building, that we have nothing Left inside. Take nourishment, If you are able, from the spikes Of the railroad tracks, from Everything, reinforce those other Rails from your heart to the palm Of your hand, and the food that you See, the bins of avocado, Are good, are yours, leave out The memory of that bravado That teetered on the edge of Misery, leave out the discarded Packaging materials, the scattered Cardboard trash, let the retarded Light seep slowly into your marrow, Across the boundary of your brain, Until the light is switched on And the morning is rich with rain Maybe not you or me, but some
Of us need to cross a river Of flames to burn out Of themselves, with a shiver, The images of this world, The hills bumping along The horizon, the gravel on The road, until their strong Work has turned the store, The storekeeper, the street Into sheets of flame, And everything they eat, And their words are white And holy, then they do not Suffer from the flaming river Burning their marrow, the hot Dissolution, but they Are walking in a river That never ceases, a magnified Echo of a joyful quiver. The stars were falling, different
Parts of his mind were sparking, Flashlights swung around the cave, The rhythm of the crickets was marking A measured pulse. When I climb The stairs, when I struggle up the ladder, And study the manuals, I see The stars and not merely their scatter. She came from Algeria. He came
From Uzbakistan. When they got Married, they lit a bonfire, Filled with figures, in Tzefat. Timelessness pours into time. Do not
Set aside time to unscroll the scroll, Because you always cling to the letters That swirl and pile up in the bowl, And continue to glow. The lighthouse keeper Himself is shining on those near To him or far, on the living and The dead, on the ocean past the pier, A sea that roars with your thoughts, A sea whose waves touch the sky, And if you wish to enter its sapphire blue, You will see the angels and will not die. The electric fan breaks down, it
Blows in the wrong direction, it Rattles and creeps across the floor, It struggles and creaks with grit, That needs to be attended to, Here we need a new approach, first Sit and calmly contemplate The situation, the burst Housing, revise your understanding, Your concepts, review the laws Of cause and effect, apply them to The bent housing, the crankshaft flaws. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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