Some sheets of pastry are so thin
You could write a holy scroll. Know yourself, your stable, the mare, Know the meadow and the foal.
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My child was so thirsty, she wanted to drink
The orange sky, the birds singing, Everything she could see, she wanted Every marching toy, every evening, Who could, who would, stop her, who Would set aside her gaze, when All the roads rolled before her, The universe’s citizen. “How long can we stay here? Twenty minutes? A day?”
“Maybe a minute. And never forget.” The ceiling fan whirled and wiped Away the smoke of the cigarette. Say you will do something, or never Do something, and you will recall-- (How you knew that God is the ground Of the world. The silent fall Of snow.) Sometimes your life itself Improves what you thought you knew (The silent blue never-ending Stream.) reflect, release, undo-- And sometimes it all was true (the days You saw what you never saw Again) because we are just brutes, (And drunkards take the place of awe.) That is what you are, you know,
Lemon meringue is air and eggs, And you are body and soul, a brain That rides on top of scissoring legs, And that’s what you make: a swirl of soul, A swirl of chocolate brown, it seems The most natural thing in the world, maybe Because we are stones and streams, At any rate, these hybrid creatures Lurch or soar and heaven calls To earth, soil stirs to sky, And the air churns into squalls. And when you mix together soil And water, bread and air, you get A living light, a globe that speaks, A form—we see the silhouette, A song that lights the boulevard, A light that clings to soft and hard, Blue dye, the sea, the sky and crystal Blue bind into the avant-garde. The Roman road blended stone
And gravel. you meet your soul on the road, And dense fog that wraps around Its feet that might in time corrode. The two call each other, and you create A wobbling figure of words or paint, A nudibranch flicking light, A universe of light and restraint, A valley in Michigan flowing with sun, A songbird whose head has a scarlet crest, The lightning flows and twists into stars, The snail, the sea and the sky are blessed, A sapphire sky blazing above Key West, all there in that whirlwind Of words, all there in that splatch Of paint, the soil, the tamarind. I do not see the moon. Chomp!
The earth swallowed it. The earth, With all its mathematicians and Construction workers. With mirth, Every night, it swallows the sun, How merry, all my little insights Swallow the planetarium. Never mind, my blatherskites, Here’s a string of pearls that cost A pretty penny. As much as Madison Avenue. Sought by the Discerning mind, oblivion Seems to be everything else. Everything in the room is set In its right place, every table Cloth and every serviette. The first concept, the first sense:
Whatever is more than what it seems, And more than that, beyond thoughts, Feelings, formulas or dreams, Is more life, the more we cling To that which is beyond clinging When speaking to a child, when signing A check, facing a new morning, The sight of a lean cat crossing The road can radiate orange, the cat Doesn’t know, but you know who made The cat—not just you, but all that You are first attached to. Whatever Is brighter will be stronger. Whatever Streams from the source will fly, we Will add to that—that’s our endeavor. He (you? me?) should know
What you have—are—you are walking through Your own arteries, they are pulsing, pounding, God is here, don’t eschew Your own Lembeh Straits, the long Shallow waves rolling up To Bali, an unending yearning, A rest in the cantillation trop, That sea allows the fish to seek, When you walk there, you are refreshed, And light enters everywhere, From the Gra and from the Besht, Into everything you do, (Every transaction,) the light through the soul, When everything is light, when the sea Comes to satiate the shoal. (What is the purpose of prayer? And what
Does it mean to be close to God?) at any Rate, the flowers orient Themselves to the sun, many Times throughout the day, (there are men Who yearn for the sun, men who go blind,) There are lights that we yearn for but do not see, For a park we imagine but do not find. When you’re busy screwing in light bulbs, you cannot See their light (that magically Goes on at dusk), but that is just (Another type of) apogee His feelings were filled with God. When he
Was checking his tires, when he filled His mind with concepts, acted, fed The poor, he was unfulfilled. He wanted to be the sputtering blaze Of the fuse—even though It wasn’t true—for if it were, Then everywhere the light would flow, And when he learned, wisdom would play-- But it came from being true, Water is water, from river and From reservoir, and he—and you?-- Will do all right. In the end, Trust. Only one can help, One’s enough, nothing left, Just a rock and a whelp. |
Yaacov David Shulman
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